i got robbed, while i was sleeping!!!

I GOT ROBED WHILE I WAS SLEEPING!!!

SOME FREAKING BASTARD CLIMBED INTO MY ROOM AND TOOK MY HANDPHONE!!
so friends, pls dont call my handphone for now, coz dicuri edi....my hse phone is still working ^^
i'll be using the same number when i get a backup phone k..

i woke up this morning feeling weird, that the flower pot on the mantle was down on the table beside the window, and the netting covering the window was pushed aside. coz everynight i sleep with the windows wide open but the netting closed to keep away the mosquitos. i couldn't find my dear handphone when i woke up so i called using the house phone but there was no ringing, only the cold voice of the operator computer person. feeling something amiss, i went to look around in my room. then, i peeked out of the window only to see there was handprints and footprints on the wall!! OMG SOME FREAKING GUY CLIMBED INTO MY ROOM!!!! he took the phone, and i think only the phone. the scary thing was i was sleeping right beside the phone! luckily, and i thank my lucky stars that i wasnt kidnapped by the guy or raped or killed or something. THANK GOD THANK MY GUAN YIN MA!!! i went to bed at 4.30 am, so the guy must have been watchin the house closely. he must have came in at about 5 or 6 am, quietly and carefully. coz i didnt not hear anything at all!!!.. i was sleeping, dead as a log ><>

i was feeling lucky n cool until my mum came home. when i told her, she got all paranoid on me, also in disbelief. she was so shocked and was like, "OHH MY GOOOOD, DONT JOKE WITH ME" * gasp * well her freaky reaction kinda make me scared a little. from now on, im not to sleep in my room alone, or at all. i shall be invading my parents room or bro' s room *nyehahahahahahh*. i've checked around, the theif seem to have only taken my handphone, maybe he couldnt climb into the house, its not easy.err.. my handphone was strategically placed beside the widely opened window. i'd take some pictures of the scene of the crime for u , but i cant find the 2 cameras anywhere! possibly the idiot of a theif took it.

on the bright side, my phone is stolen, but maybe i can get a new one?? ( lol im trying to be optimistic here!!! ) the pictures in my phone are all saved into my comp, so its ok.. contact numbers are missing, but i'll collect it slowly... on the bright side, im not hurt, and house is not ransacked, everything is in place. hmm, maybe this time my grandpa and dad will actually install some safety security measures to prevent this from happening again. they always denied the face that things like this will happen to us. besides that, i really learned how lucky i am... and no, im not chosen for NS! whee~~~

the funny thing is, we always think things like this (robberies, kidnapped, rape cases) will only happen to someone else. but, remember, to a stranger, we ARE someone else. i've always thought that my famiy was lucky, living in a big house but have never met with any robbers, until now. again, luckily it was only a small time theif. so my dear friends, this all are things that might happen to u, becareful and take preventive measures ok!!!

im ok im ok im ok i felt scared im afraid im in disbelief im not sad im not angry im thankful im happy im relieved im shocked im happy im safe im ok!

hug n kisses

new post

stupid blogspot.com

spent the whole evening trying to customize this. looked at so many blogskins n stuff, keep reverting, keep getting confused, ugghh... edit until i wanna PUKE!!!! ><

this new skinz, not much, but it'll have to do for now... ^^

i love the silhouette, but the black thingy here is just so-so...

i'll try to do more when i have the time.. there are so many other lovely skins, but its too complicated for me. i prefer something simple, like this!! if only i know how to design my own skinz, wont THAT be cool? hehez

on the other note, i woke up with a blister on my tongue, hurts a tiny bit. mom says its because of the hot wheater. Right now, im drinking a warm cup of sweet honey lemon..made by my adorable mum^^ so sweet, i can almost taste the love ... ^^ but then, she also made some chinese medicine for me, have to drink 3 whole bowls of the black icky, yucky stuff. So many cups and bowls of drinks to chug down, no wonder i've went to the toilet like, 10 times already!

hopefully i don't dream about peeing n accidentally wet my bed tonight!

and right now, im craving for that oh-so delicious cold cup of Mcflurry Cornetto Chocolate.. i can almost savour that icy cold cholately goodness on the tips of my tongue, i can almost feel the cold sweat from the paper cup... the only thing missing is, the ice cream itself!

have been bugging mom n my friend about that ice cream..

I NEED MY MCFLURRY CORNETTO CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM!!!!!

NOW

hugs n kisses!

wheeee~~~

2nd day ..
dear friends,
i am glad to announce that after this day, THERE WILL BE NO MORE BM and SEJARAH for ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHEE~~~~~~~~~~
last karangan written for life ( hopefully ) - "Rukun Negara Membentuk Rakyat Berkualiti"

so, during exam break i spotted this SUPERDUPERCOOL-bikerbabe-yaoyeng-not-your-average-teacher teacher. She has this amazing short SPIKY hair, dyed reddish goldish brown, left ear has 3 very very shiny earrings ( yes 3 !) and looked ultracool. all this in a school! and she's a teacher!! i cant imagine her teaching at kwang hua or at any other school.. should be a teacher that is cool with students ? we were sitting at the same table enjoying out respective milo and roti when my friends and i overheard her conversation with another examiner. the conversation as i remember is something like this :

(read the following with precise pronounciation with a hint of accent and poise)
" i notice that the girls sit on this side(points to left) and the boys sit on the other side (points to right). and there among the girls is a boy (points to boy sitting among the girls). Interesting. and yesterday, i saw *something something something i forgot* . the girl was HUGGING the boy. intersting. "

then she continues to blab about the exam papers. i covering my face with a book was laughing all the way when she was voicing out her observations. a very observant teacher she is. LoL. she is very cool though.. cool enough for one to GASP when find out that she is a teacher!!!
i hope she enters my class soon!

talking about examiners, there was a guy examiner who entered my class yesterday. Kinda cool, looked kinda handsome ( a tiny bit) but he very very d lan si. sad.
other than that, the other examiners that i have met so far are quite friendly and nice. i wonder how they are at their school with their students?

this 2 days, everybody so so so busy cramming every last info until the very last second. me? super high. LOL cant concentrate on the freaking book so i talked and laughed and played non-stop with my friends and Mr. Ultraman~ so relaxs~ whee~~~ then i turned around and see my friend so busy studying,so stressed and scary, i go kacau them. sorry la wei but study last second no use one u should RELAX!!!!

conclusion? spm time, fun when morning, hell at night!!

3 more weeks to go. wish me great luck!

sweet sweet friendss**

itssss sooooo nice.. to see all the sweet mesages from friends.. wishing me good luck for tomorrow... I LOV U ALL!!!

god bless to all my friends too!!

muack muack
u guys are the best
i FEEEL ur LOVEE!!!!!

*may god bless me n my friends for the exam tmr omitofat*

pre-exam thoughts

TOMORROW!!!!

spm

haven't been studying really hard

no stress pimples,

no exam-time jitters

but, the exam-flu is back, right on time.

like it does every season..

cant stop sneezing n sniffing

my hanky is covered with wet, gooey snot and slime

*sneezes*

one day before exam-but still feeling so fine..

shouldn't i be feeling scared by now? lol

i just know, i dont have enough time already..

telling myself.. its just another exam!!! no sweat

graduted edi, but now only bought an alarm clock.. so i wont be late for exam duh!!!

+=wish me luck== ^^

sien sien dei

2 more days!! woohooO!!!!!!
SPM !!!!!

went to tuition today, obviously with my friends.. DUH
after the tuition, we were all waiting downstairs at the alleyway for our ride home. While chatting with my friends, i realised something....
i looked at them, the way they walk dress speak, and then i look at myself, and i see big BIG differences.
while they are all so matured, so lady-like , with their high heels and purse and compact powder in their handbags, im still that girl who was playing ultraman few weeks ago. so childlike T.T
while they are trying on their push-up bra, i seem contented with my training bra *hahaz*
while they are embracing the metamorphosis to pre-adulthood, i seem stuck at my pre-teen years with my piggys, dollies and what not.
HAIZZ... i feel like so childish, so like a kid... they are so mature!! Mature enough when i walk beside them, ppl ask "is that your kid sister" why lik that?
lol

its a good thing right?
tell me its a good thing..
nola.. im still growing wei!! lol
everybody grow at their own pace.. i guess im just a late bloomer ^^
luckily im tall enough nyehehehe

still, its a good thing right !?

Hugs n Kisses

lonely

05-11-07

it started out as any other day, a great day...
met up with friends at school... study
went to Klang Parade makan
then went to Jusco.. free pizza!!!
totally forgot about the existence of exam
laughing my way every minute
smiling every second...

i guess that is how my life goes everday, with a smile on my face, making everyone happy, as if there is not a care in the world

but when the friends leave, and the phone stop ringing,
the lights dimm, and my eyes stop smiling..
all the thoughts run in like a flash flood of worry and frustration
my eyes is filled with the nausea of financial, family, school, exams, friends, relationships...
feelings that are bounded deep in the core of my heart
longing to escape and flow out of my eyes
and lips
and heart
and yet, they are cuffed and shoved into the very jail that is my deep, cold, lifeless heart.
longing to escape
but the ball of chain tied to their leg makes it hard to leave...
so it stays contented in its cell
of cold concrete walls
and metallic iron bars..
waiting for freedom to come

the hardwork i do, the sweat and tears
so we all can have a memorable year
of sweet success
and bitter departure
and scenes that are etched in our hearts forever.
i never asked i never whine,
i always try n try n try
but the hardwork at the end of the day,
brews a concoction of bitter display
it ends well, im glad for that
but at the end, where is it all at?
unapreciated is how i feel,
for all i've done for all of you.
i tell myself its okay. and its great,
just to see the smiles on your face.
but deep inside it isnt true...

end with all the poem n rhyming. i cant think of a word that rhyme's with true. lol
all the sweat and tears, kinda seem meaningless?
a happy girl i may seem,
but my history starts with a girl that has ZERO friends. ignorance n emptiness was my companion from primary until i was in form 2....everyday going to school is dreadful because i envy those who has a gang of friends to go to. im always the third wheel that is kicked out and ignored, forgotten, and invinsible... unaprreciated. Somehow, i managed to change that and managed to build an amazing circle of friends.... people see me around with lotsa friends, every step towards the canteen i have to stop 10 times just to greet ''hallo". but over the years, no matter how many hundred donkey friends i may seem to have, the same old feeling never seems to shake off. im always the third wheel, kicked out, forgotten, ignored, invinsible, unaprreciated.

I guess somethings just never change eh?

i wonder, if it wasnt for him, will you guys still call me on my cell and ask me out for tea?

this is just the begining of the many many inmates in the jail if my heart.
sometimes at night, the only thing that makes it right is the blasting sound of AVRIL LAVINGE on the radio. my pillow's my best friend.

and then the phone vibrates, the msn "dings" .. and i do have friends that care and love. its a good bandage, for the bleeding soul, but the wound is still sore...
somethings will never change.... the feeling remains...
you'll never know how it feels. to be wanted, to be accepted. to be lost in your own path. to walk around aimlessly, and seeing everyone around happy but u.
sometimes it just seem meaningless to try so hard, coz no matter what the truth is things will always be the same.
forgotten. unappreciated. ignored.

i tell myself its all worth it to see the smiles on ur face. and i convinced myself. but then, the feeling of dissastifacation always seems to linger like a pesky fruitfly.

we leave school now and soon we venture into a new world, new friends new agenda new life.
but, will you till be able to remember the girl that i bet brought lots of smiles in ur life?
when u all meet up, will i still be amongst you? people always depend on me for events, n arrangements, but how many of you actually ......... appreciated? or helped? REMEMBERED? its easy to say " call her to do" and of coz i do it willingly, and happily of coz.. but how many of u freakin care and appreciated. i feel like im just a small speck of dust in the universe. don mind me.

but alas, the eternal optimist will always and forever remain as an optimist. coz SHIT HAPPENS n thinking too much will just hurt ur brain.

and somehow dissastifacation n loneliness lingers... i'll just cry alone at night along with all my other problems thanks.
this may noy sound fair to some of my friends.. but.. sorry la!
let me wallow in self-pity, i don hope for any pity from u guys..
THANKS!!!!!

~HAKUNA MATATA~
things will always be ok ^^