3.30pm

freaking bored now.. starting to feel the monotonous of holidays creeping into my spine...wasting my afternoons evening and nights communicating with the lifeless television and computer.. ohh all the unused energy and brain power is keeping me awake at night day, or should i say night dreaming about nonsense... i slept at 5 yesterday!!

people, I NEED THIGNS TO DO!!! no one to call, nothing to do, no job to keep me occupied with.

i need a job, i need a friend.

gimme a job, call me out, keep me occupied, save me from boredsom, lets have fun together! :)


puhhhweeeezz~~~~~


hugs n kisses~

Concert

something bad happened yesterday. but lets not talk of bad things shall we?

on the happy side, yesterday was my dance studio, Stepz's concert. for all of you that i've bugged and invite into coming but didnt come, you missed a great show wei! the whole show was really nice, especially those of little tiny kids that are oh-so-absolutely adorable you just want to pick them up, squeeze them, hug them, and throw them aside!!!

basically the concert was divided into 2 parts: first was diff types of dances from diff classes [read: Jazz(me!!), Ballet, hiphop, belly,latin]
then there was a hi-tea session.. FOOD!!!

2nd part of the concert was a mini-musical with fairies, witches, key, and an old man with a map.

i did a few dances, and a few flops ><... i shall let the pictures do the talking, courtesy of my cousin's camera~

first dance, KUNG FU, to the song HUO YUAN JIA by Jay Chou

i dropped the fan during this dance T.T , oh well

ya wen & i

Kung Fu fighters: Mei, Xing Ying, Ya Wen & Jason.

My cousin, Yin Shan and i. She did Busy Street aka NIU ZHAI HEN MANG, by jao chou also.

Busy Street

my 2nd number, Agent J by Jolin Tsai. THe costume was ridiculously sexy, but you wont get a chance to see the whole suit~ :P

Agent J's : Mei, Wanting, Yawen.

2nd part of the concert- mini-musical " A New Journey"

Eva, the Wicked Witch & Me, the Mummy

Aaron, Daddy & Me, Mummy

Calvin n iEddie Old Man n i

Me and my Real Mummy

FairyQueen Siew Eng, Angie and i

the castsAaron and i

little cutie birdie & iMe, Yawen and HuiXianHua Hooi, Me and AmandaMom and i

DarrenBoy and i CamWhoring and i

During the Musical, i didn't have enough time to change from Mummy suit into the Gold Leotard for the Metal character.. so i came out late... and that dance was messy-ish,, Oh well..

it was a good show, and we got a free dinner out of it! * thank you Ms Evon!*

Yay!

Hugs n kisses to the cast , n u !!!

if you're Malaysian, say lah

LAH.

i dont know why R.age was dissing about this video, its actually pretty good, meaningful and really catchy.. and they didnt spend a single cent in making this video! me likey~~~~:D

click on the big white arrow and take a look,
show your love for Malaysia~




yes people, I L.O.V.E Malaysia; i love Malaysia and its people and food and everything it has to offer! yes, im patriotic lah. but its sad to see many people that diss their own country... sure Malaysia has its kinks and problems to work out but which country doesnt?

so, spread Malaysian brotherly love people!!!

Malaysia BoLeh~!!






boss, roti telur bawang satu!



hugs and kisses Malaysia!

insomia

its back.
i hate this feeling.
2.10 am, i was lying in bed for almost an hour ++ and im still wide awake, i can even go run a marathon now. i wont mind if its exam season i can study BUT, im having holidays and holidays are all about staying away from books until your brain rott!! :(
me want sleep...... me brain no let me sleep :(

i should really stop taking power naps in the afternoon/evening... but cannotlah.. very tired.. need sleep.......... *uhghhhhh*


and what is with my blog's time? its always way way wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy off from the current time, and if i change the time to match the correct time, the post will be held on "scheduled" WTH!




hugs and kisses.. especially to the sandman if he comes and put me to sleep!

one-man anti-smoking campaigne

i like this picture 8)

No, i have nothing against people who smoke.

I just really dont like ciggarettes.

no offense.

.holidays

KNS.
i baru start holiday fews day only, my timetable all messed up. Everyday sleep at 3, 4 in the morning, and wake up in the afternoon.... :( wehn i wanted to stay up to study i couldnt, now im staying up for no rason at all! WTH!! i need normal sleeping time!!!!!! gaaah!!

i was reading Samz post on chemistry and i realized i really missed doing chemistry, biology especially and maybe a bit of physics. NO I DONT MISS ADDMATHS! addmaths was traumatizing T.T but i miss those hard hard scientific subjects.. BIOLOGY BIOLOGY!!!!

on another note, i have been taking the time to meet with long-time-no-see-friends these days. its really nice to meet up with them and talk like old times.... meeting up with more friends soon! woohoo!!! next week i'll head to KL meet my PoPo GAWD i miss her sooo much i havent seen her in ages!! PoPo im coming~~~~ i hope she makes her Gawddamnyummytastic laksa *yums* :D

OHH talking bout laksa, the Thai Fair in KP is back! that means YUMMY-SYOK-SYOK Thai Tom Yam and Kerabu in my tummy WOOHOO!! there will be a party, in my tummy~

randomness. yes.

and Alex, my dog is missing. T.T first Pui Pui, then Lucky, now Alex. we really should stop letting the dogs roam free. Who the hell who catched my doggies I DONT LIKE YOU!and you better give them back or else Karma will take her course. *GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR*




hugs and kisses

Metamorphosis:Kadets

if only i could turn back time,
if only i could say whats on my mind,

if only i could turn back time,

if only i could~

if only i could~

one year ( ONE YEAR WEIIIII T.T ) i have left kadet, and from then till now, i have seen enormous growth, enormous growth that i am very, very proud of.

my little caterpillars have since break free from their cocoon, slowly strecthing their powdery wings, and emerging as a colourful butterfly... my little hatchlings, just started to grow when i left, but now i see tremoundous confidence and abilities, i see knowledge and commitment, those that i am proud of.. followers are now shining as leaders, leaders are learning to live and let go, as all of us have once go through..

yes, i have seen ginormous change in almost everyone of you,my juniors... those that were sweet and shy might still be sweet and shy, but now they walk with a new confidence, and talk with a new stand, words that i have never heard from their mouths makes me tear inside as i see them evolve.... those that were already natural born leaders remained consistent, never giving up; never letting down, but ozzes with forever more endless possibilites... and those that were already thick-faced and SS, become even more thick-faced and SS, and my lovely junior-junior each batch lagi SS then the other!!!!

my little caterpillars and my little hatchlings, i will not be able to be with you everystep of the way as it is YOUR sanctuary now, but believe me everytime i return to our family i leave with a heartwarming feeling of a parent seeing their child score his/her first A.. i am proud of all of you, all of you made me proud... Proud of the frustration and muntah-darahness that i and the other bekases had once went through, but now we see that all our hardwork and sleepless nights have paid off....

Believe me, i wish that i could turn back time and freeze it, so that i can once again wake up every saturday morning and sweat under the sun.. but then, i will never ever get to see you guys grow, will i? turn back time or not, we are still forever a part of the kadet family.. Once a kadet, Always a kadet! theres no such thing as leaving this family! But when you are no longer a junior nor a senior, but a bekas, you'll start to miss the hardship, tears, sweat and blood that you have once go through with your partners.... Cherish your days in kadet now, sweet memories will last a lifetime.. Live with no regrets! my dears, remember: no regrets!!

OH GAWD how i miss all of you so much!!! you have no idea!! but the hapiness that overcomes me when i see you guys having fun under the sun and experiencing days that i cherish triumphs everything else!

My dear caterpillars and hatchlings, be strong; stay strong as ONE. We have always had endless possibilities, Explore it, and enter a whole new stage of euphoria...

ViVa la Kadet!!

hugs & kisses,

to my caterpillars, hatclings, fellow "containers", and all of you........

I love KAdets, dont you? :)